Thursday, August 24, 2006

life sucks(just today).....love sucks(just today too) owh wow!! it rhymes! ah duh??? you are using the same words lah woman..owh..right.. life don't really sucks actually, it can't, it's personification.it's just that i'm in a bad mood that's all..no biggie.. woke up slightly earlier this afternoon than yesterday.haha.when i say slightly i do mean slightly like half an hour earlier?? lol..so, no shopping for today cause my parents needed to go out to attend my cousins sort of so called wedding..i don't really know what do u call it but my parents kept on saying nikah..oh yah, my cousin is getting married to a malay girl..i'm totally okay with that, she's a nice girl.. owh yes, no shopping, i was actually happy about that..was kinda tired after all..(yah, although i woke up at 1.00)

did a little physics and it was time for csi again...hehe..(my mood was still ok)

when online after that and "dem dem dem" mood went bad..why? i don't know..okay, maybe i do know, but i'm not telling u....neh neh neh bu bu...*smile* but what's with the love sucks?? let's see, love don't really sucks but it hurts. don't believe me? go fall in love, then come let me know..maybe many of u, ok, most of u, ok ok, all of u might not agree with me but this is how i feel right now, i might not feel like that tomorrow..hahaha..love is not always sugary happily sweet u see, it may be painful at times..for me, it's just most of the time..that's why i rather stay out of it..( as if lah siew ying...) and sometimes i think that i'm not any good at all, and sometimes i wonder why, why i'm even here at all..yup, that's totally how i feel right now..worthless..bahh...

i'm seriously down, after what he said, he totally didn't mean it, but still it hurts..it hurts bad..i tell u, i even offered to help cook...hello?? i don't do that u see, it's usually my mum yelling at me, then i'll go help her out in the kitchen..but i offered her help today..hahaha...

five minutes ago, i started tearing......

peace out
-ying-

alexis at 4:08 AM